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I should have stayed on the phone, should have listened to my old man...

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Apr. 22nd, 2011 | 03:11 pm

I'm sorry I'm not posting more: I actually have a fairly nasty cold right now, despite my copious free time I can't seem to focus very well. I've been doing retarded things for two days: yesterday I put bread in the toaster and then walked away for some unfuckable reason: I start to make Jeremiah's supper, and ten minutes later realize I went into the kitchen, stood there like a lobotomite and then left.

I'm doing that all the time, starting something and then entirely forgetting everything about it. It's like Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind in here, with fewer hollering psychiatrists (thank God).

Things are better, though. I told myself I wouldn't go into it this time so I won't, but every now and then I see the light at the end of the tunnel...reflecting off of the walls of the tunnel...but it's a direction. Mission number one is to stop psyching myself out, I think.


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from: gwenzyf
date: Jul. 22nd, 2012 12:42 pm (UTC)


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